This Monday morning was filled with a series of non-threatening, non-life altering, but still annoying events. Columbus Day is one of those weird school days off that goes back to 1492 (according to what I remember from elementary school) which we used to celebrate, of which little is really spoken of these days. I generally work at job #2 on those kind of days because that’s just me and I still get to sleep at least ninety minutes later in the morning. It is a day filled with good intentions like cooking ahead for dinner or tomorrow’s dinner. It’s making sure the bills are paid, cat is fed, litter box cleaned. It was also the morning where scattered and disorganized was the special du jour. I just could not get out of my own way without creating significantly more work for myself. Somewhat counterintuitive.
I was making a lentil loaf, which might not be everyone’s choice for dinner, but we like it. Everything seemed to be on track when I dropped a container of brown sugar (while reaching for something else), all over the floor. It was like one of those science experiments which demonstrates the breadth of the egg’s contact with the ground based on the height it was dropped from. There was no egg (vegan recipe) but the sugar covered a huge area in places I am still finding about 14 hours later. It was quite early in the morning which meant I didn’t want to wake the neighbors with the vacuum going, so I swept up what I could. Still crackles when I walk around. That was followed by a malfunction in my FHB’s beard trimmer, as it hurled itself to the floor and was emitting a loud whine and when I picked it up, while covering my ears, it would not shut off. My FHB had left for work earlier, so I am not sure how it landed on the floor, but the cat looked a bit guilty as she sat and groomed herself.
I have moments, on days like this, when I just believe that I should just stand in place and not breath or move. I wonder if the earth’s gravity adjusts while we are just doing our daily things and we don’t notice, like an earthquake, slightly imperceivable, but then we stop and think “did the earth move?”. I am generally moving around, especially when I have to get things done and get out of the house so I merely consider not moving but never stop. I stopped for about a second and then just kept going, while in the back of my head wondering what’s next.
It seemed like things were going smoothly and I was ready to leave when I decided what I needed to add to my outfit was a necklace. I am not much of a fashionista at any given moment. My best hope is that my shoes match one another and my lipstick is on my lips and not my face. Yet, some days I want to wear a necklace. So I went to the closet where I have several hanging up and grabbed the one I wanted and the hook gave way and down they went, like a group of paratroopers in a group jump.
My mind was saying loudly “walk away, just walk away…”. Who among us, actually listens to their mind in those moments. I thought “no, not this time…I want to wear that necklace” as I could see it at my feet in a pile of silver and gold.
I picked up the pile, grabbed a pair of tweezers, as this is not my first untangling rodeo, and sat at the dining room table and began to separate the chains and gently pull apart the various necklaces, one by one. I took some breaths, and with no noise but the sounds of the cars driving by, I moved and maneuvered each piece with the precision of the guy that dismantles bombs until they were all separated. I picked up the one with the coin pearl, placed it around my neck, grabbed my car keys, shut off the lights and hoped for the best.
Made it through the day. One day at a time, one necklace at a time.